MY ACTIVATED SELF (CRYSTAL SELF)
May 13th marked the final meeting of this First Wave of the Crystal Self. I spent the week before that call considering the ultimate effect of my own Crystal Map. Like every week before it, this grand finale contemplation traversed number frequencies, archetypes, animal companions, and much more - all of which were personal to me.
It became clear early on that I was working with the totem of White Stag (a long-term friend whom I have pictured here). White Stag represents integrity + a heart-centered willingness to lead. (The image comes from Colette Baron-Reid’s impressive deck.)
The archetype connected to this ultimate expression of my self was the iconic Hermit (possibly my favorite card in the whole True Black deck). This card - and its many lessons - have been with me now for years.
Mineral Allies came to join me, too, in this position: Emerald + Arizona Peridot, Diamond, Lapis, Danburite, and more! I kept each of them close all week long.
It didn’t take too long before the many voices of these many messengers produced a more coherent revelation.
I am glad to share what they showed me.
CONTINUED…
I learned that I am here to be of service. To give the gift of everything I am. I learned that it was time for a full reclamation of my helper’s heart (and truest self): generous + innocent + sure.
I learned that there’s a difference between sacrifice + service, and that I can pour myself out without end when every word + deed is an expression of my heart’s enormous love.
I learned that I need never act on obligation, competition, need, or fear since who I am derives such joy from simply-giving.
I can give, and will give, without end. I will serve those hearts entrusted to my generosity + care.
I will serve because I must, and can: it’s who I am, and nothing in my life is more rewarding.
I have been, and am, and always will be a wholehearted helper through + through.
I am here to give + give + give, and so I will.
In ways both seen + unseen.
I will give.
AN INVITATION
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