HELIODOR, PART I
AUGUST 24, 2022
CONTEXT: In preparation for this exchange, I poured my light into Horus, holding it in the palm of my right hand. Once full, the impact was explosive: a star shining out in every possible direction. The more love + light I poured into the stone, the more profound + refined the impact. There were rays - distinct linear rays, like laser beams - shooting off in every possible direction until it was basically a solid circle built of individual rays. In settling myself for this moment + opening my heart to the stone, it said, “You’ve seen the light; now see yours.” Immediately, there was the return of an initial vision of the mushroom cloud of an atomic explosion. Enormous impact, large enough to feel even at a great, great distance. Visual. Visceral. Unavoidable. Then, in the cloud - the mushrooming cloud - there appears this immense ball of light. Immediately, I imagined Avatar, the Last Airbender, and how he looked in his ball of power. Immediately, the stone replied, “ Yes, this is Avatar energy.” I asked permission to share all of this in advance of our discussion.
T: Now I reopen again to the voice of Horus. Horus, is there anything that you wish to say or to show me.
S: Yes, I am ever-present + prepared.
S: Your growth is infinite in all directions. You must expand, for all time.
S: It is my duty + pleasure to dissolve boundaries to that expansion.
S: You are a great, shining Sun.
S: Everything Ellen described of the Sun is the truth.
S: You are a center of gravity. Impact is held in the light.
S: Sit still + watch the whole world dance in response to you.
S: Sit still + watch the whole world orbit in response to your light.
NOTE: I am recognizing a hint of frustration, concerned that this voice is not the voice of the stone.
S: Stillness. Sit still. You are so large. Trust the impact of your light.
S: Trust the impact of your presence.
S: Stop working so hard to be something special.
S: Stop reaching for what you need.
S: Let what you need introduce itself to you.
S: Let yourself be who you are.
S: You need more space than you’ve given yourself until now.
S: Release yourself from all bonds.
S: Open, so light can pour through.
NOTE: I asked the stone if there is any correspondence with Lion, following my recent gift of a crystal Lion sculpture from Ellen.
S: Yes: Lion, Sphinx, Sun, and Light - all are expressions of me.
S: All are expressions of you. You are an expression of them.
S: Lion is Radiant Courage. Lion is Valor. Lion is Courage + Love.
S: Lion is posture + purity. Regal imperative. Regal assumption. The truth.
S: You are a king amongst men. You redeem millions by the sheer force of your presence.
S: Let your light shine, pour it out. Don’t hold back.
S: Seek your way only, no other.
S: Open yourself to be seen. Trust in the authentic impulse. You are meant to love + be loved.
S: You cannot help but to pour this Great Love out as Light.
S: You light more worlds than you know.
S: You exist as a pure presence. You are the radiant whole.
S: You are the nectar that many will wish to drink from, a well of wisdom + love.
S: Let love come first. Wisdom follows.
S: Be that which you are without holding anything back.
S: Stand in repose, Gentle Lion. Own the full truth of your stature.
S: Do not play small any longer.
NOTE: There is a pulse in my hands + my chest. It is my heartbeat, and more.
S: This is the pulse of life force coursing through you.
S: Offer from this same position. Let the pulse beat itself out into all that exists.
S: Follow instructions exactly as I have described in our prior talk.
S: Hold me in your right hand, speak your intention to life.
S: Witness the radiant impact of words. Watch how your right hand transmits.
T: I believe I will press pause now, with gratitude. I may return very soon.
S: There is a frequency you must attain to. You’re on your way, but not here yet.
S: We have much more to say once you arrive.
S: Return to us. We will guide you.
NOTE: Though I am extremely grateful for all that the stone has said, this did not feel like a pure or completely accurate transmission. There were moments of flow that were clearly the stone; there was also a lot of mental activity + questioning. This could be because it’s been some time since I last connected with a stone like this; could be that I was carrying too many questions, expecting too much. Perhaps there was more noise in my mental space in this case. Still, it was clear that the stone was exceedingly gentle, patient, prepared. I’ll work to prepare myself better next time.